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Beauty Queen

by Wendy Waller

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1.
I Wanna Live in Your Love You blazed my darkened path with desire Awakened senses in a world with no fire My body is filled with your breath Slaying the voice that once pegged for dead I wanna live in your love Carry your love to my grave I wanna live in your love Dance in your arms all the rest of my days Wanna live (wanna live, wanna live, wanna live) I wanna live in your love (wanna live, wanna live, wanna live) On the edge of night where the moon stood still You were magic in my heart I wrapped myself around you Felt everything at once You gave it back from the start I wanna live in your love Carry your love to my grave I wanna live in your love Dance in your arms all the rest of my days Wanna live (wanna live, wanna live) I wanna live in your love (wanna live, wanna live, wanna live) I live in your love like a child I live in your love like a child Time waltzes on in our heart and soul I wanna live in your love Carry your love to my grave I wanna live in your love Dance in your arms all the rest of my days Wanna live (wanna live, wanna live) I wanna live in your love (wanna live, wanna live, wanna live) I wanna live (wanna live, wanna live), I wanna live in your love (wanna live, wanna live, wanna live) I yeah (wanna live, wanna live), I wanna live (wanna live, wanna live) I yeah (wanna live, wanna live), I wanna live in your love (wanna live, wanna live, wanna live)
2.
That’s the Way the World Goes Around Shifty sleepers Secrets and spice Lovers who’d rather tell you lies Ya pick your passion Itches like a sneeze You can breathe while you break Or when you’re weak in the knees That’s the way the world goes around (that’s the way the world goes around) World goes around (the world goes around) That’s the way the world goes around (that’s the way the world goes around) World goes around Panic depression Pretty butterflies A tiny little world on the screen behind your eyes Pick your poison It goes in your blood You can while you’re sleepin’ You can swim in a flood That’s the way the world goes around (the world goes around) World goes around (the world goes around) That’s the way the world goes around The world goes around You can tell me I been bad But I still love you Love you glad Marble head Knock on wood I’d be an angel if only I could I love you madly Try as I might I’d do what you wanted If I could just get it right That’s the way the world goes around (that’s the way the world goes around) The world goes around (the world goes around) That’s the way the world goes around (that’s the way the world goes around) World goes around And around and around and around and around and around Whoa oh oh That’s the way the world goes around World goes around
3.
Driftin’ through the desert It’s gettin’ cold My bones are weary, feelin’ old Don’t worry ‘bout that none I’m wise and i’m clear You’re in my heart now Always here Come on over to my house I got somethin’ to give to you Come on over to my house I got somethin’, I got somethin’ for you Ooh baby it’s love Walking home with a calico sky A tempest brewing In a field nearby Swarms around my body Everything I see Never lose my balance You’re here with me Come on over to my house I got somethin’ to give to you Come on over to my house I got somethin’, I got somethin’ for you Ooh baby it’s love Never thought it would steal me away Never knew it could lift me up Never saw me an angel ‘til now My love Sleepin’ in a garden On a sacred bed we lay The moon slithers past us Slips right into day Sky’s golden blue on the road back home Home is where I’ll take you I will love you, always love you Come on over to my house I got somethin’ to give to you Come on over to my house I got somethin’ to give to you Come on over to my house I got somethin’, I got somethin’ for you Ooh baby it’s love
4.
Cover the Moon I used to love you And I never knew I’d ever miss you Sometimes I do The moon’s so deceiving Wearin’ that hue The kind that grows stronger When I think of you Cover the moon With a pale shade of gray Cover the bed Where we used to lay Cover your mouth You used to say You wouldn’t miss me If I went away I met the boy of my dreams After you left He won my soul with his eyes So glad I knew you So glad you’re gone Thank you for saying goodbye Cover the moon With a pale shade of gray Cover the bed Where we used to lay Cover your mouth You used to say You wouldn’t miss me If I went away Who do you think You were foolin’ that you were divine I found the truth when you left Now I’m doing just fine, fine, fine Whoaa ohh I used to love you But I never knew We could be strangers That I would get through Love is so brutal Now it is kind Sure is disgraceful When it stays blind Cover the moon With a pale shade of gray Cover the bed Where we used to lay Cover your mouth You used to say You wouldn’t miss me You wouldn’t miss me If I went away
5.
Beauty Queen 03:52
Lookin’ in the mirror every day, I can’t believe I’ve turned out this way My derrière’s grown exceedingly fat, But I know I’m gonna do about that With all of my chins and flabby arms I’m gonna bow to the surgical suit of arms Gonna be a beauty queen Gonna be a beauty queen Lipo’s not as bad as it seems Gonna be a beauty, I’ll be a beauty queen Well I went through the doors of a department store They sent me right up to the “Fatso floor” They had mumus, overalls, polyester tweeds But none of these frocks could fulfill my needs The problem with me is I’m gettin’ old When I sit down my stomach folds Gonna be a beauty queen Gonna be a beauty queen Lipo’s not as bad as it seems Gonna be a beauty, I’ll be a beauty queen Facelift to the left, facelift to the right But tuck in and it’s all right People will gasp when they see my physique A wisp of a woman so smooth and sleek You might tell where I’m from ‘Cause there’s a lot of new faces on everyone So give me a shot in my stodgy lips and suck this fat right out of my hips Gonna be a beauty queen Gonna be a beauty queen Lipo’s not as bad as it seems Gonna be a beauty, I’ll be a beauty queen Cleopatra had lovely eyes But you never saw those cottage cheese thighs No more chubby tubby for me mmm, mmm, mmmmm See ya later fatty town
6.
Don’t Make Me Small One last stand on a crooked highway One last piece of my mind One last way to rock my anguish That don’t make me small I never could lie to your face Never could back down I’m no angel of mercy, baby But I shall turn you ‘round Don’t make me small Don’t make me small ‘Cuz I’m slippin’ through the cracks Disappearin’ in the seams Don’t make me small Roust me from this classic nightmare Pick me up and dust me off I’m no bigger than I ever was before Don’t make me small Don’t make me small Don’t make me small ‘Cuz I’m slippin’ through the cracks Disappearin’ in the seams Don’t make me small Oo oo Got this rattle in my bones It’s bleedin’ me dry So kiss my ass in all its glory Gonna have to put this one aside Don’t make me small Don’t make me small ‘Cuz I’m slippin’ through the cracks Disappearin’ in the seams Don’t make me small ‘Cuz I’m slippin’ through the cracks Disappearin’ in the seams Don’t make me small Oo oo
7.
Hold On 03:29
Hold On Somethin’s got you worried Somethin’s left you cold Tricked by secret, afraid of the rain Crawling up that road Old man, he’s your brother He’s lookin’ over your side He say defy the wind and Hold your own You’re not far behind Hold on Oh believe it Hold on It’s all right Hold on Please believe it It’s right behind you now Don’t you cover up your eyes Cover up the sun Hold on, hold on, hold on Black rain it may fall here Cover up your hopes Gotta chew that bitter taste up Spit it on the road Old man, he’s gone crazy He’s dancin’ in the wind But look at him He ain’t no fool He’ll stay right in his skin Hold on Oh believe it Hold on It’s all right Hold on Please believe it It’s right behind you now Don’t you cover up your eyes Cover up the sun Hold on, hold on, hold on Gonna make peace with the bad dreams Peace with your heart Pace with the madness tearing you apart Tearing you apart Hold on Oh believe it Hold on It’s all right Hold on Please believe it It’s right behind you now Don’t you cover up your eyes Cover up the sun Hold on, hold on, hold on Hold on Hold on, hold on, hold on
8.
I Just Can’t Stand It I’ve tried To wash the sin off my face I’ve tried To save my soul from disgrace I’ve tried To keep indignance in its place And I just can’t stand it anymore It’s time To slap a cheap smile on my lips It’s time To get a little feeling in my hips It’s time To give in to wicked bliss ‘Cuz I just can’t stand it anymore Gonna be bad While steamin’ hot Wanna flail my body in a witch’s pot Commit a crime That’ll stop your heart ‘Cuz I just can’t stand it anymore Throw my bags of precision to the dust I’ve been lost But I’ve come to trust It’s crime that pays In such a wonderful way And you just can’t stand it anymore Wanna be bad, Wild, Steamin’ hot Wanna flail my body in a witch’s pot Commit a crime That’ll stop your heart ‘Cuz I just can’t stand it anymore It’s crime that pays Crime that pays Sometimes Crime that pays Crime that pays To a white trash mama on a weekend rage Wanna be bad, wild, steamin’ hot While steamin’ hot Wanna flail my body in a witch’s pot Commit a crime Gonna stop your heart ‘Cuz I just can’t stand it I just can’t stand it I just can’t stand it Anymore
9.
Just Like a Lover There is a temple in a house Holds the riddle to our love I can’t hide from that But I can hide from you Trouble wraps around you With a question on your face Here’s the only answer I can give I may be harder than you thought Colder than you want But I love you Just like a lover I may be harder than you thought Colder than you want But I love you Just like a lover I don’t mean to be cruel When I walk away from you I’m lookin’ for the safety In my shoes This riddle drives you crazy Throws you up against the wall Baby I’m sorry for the hell I put you through I may be harder than you thought Colder than you want But I love you Just like a lover I may be harder than you thought Colder than you want Oh but I love you Just like a lover You been callin’ me You been callin’ me Calling me home Calling me home Whoa Calling me home I may be harder I may be colder But I love you Just like a lover I may be harder I may be colder I love you Like a lover I may be harder, baby I may be colder, baby But I love you Just like a lover Oh I love you Just like a lover Just like a lover Mm baby, like a lover
10.
All my memories Gather ‘round me And I am drifting through the clouds And in my wisdom I can hear you Yours is the sweetest call of all Oh the moonlight draws me to you In a golden field of memories And we are dancing In the stardust And the ghosts come creeping in I can feel them all around me I can feel them beneath my feet Sad news Crimson’s falling I can’t catch the heat It’s the madness I fear So walk with me alone ‘Cuz I don’t want the shadows near I don’t want the crimson falling here Sweet protector You won’t harm me And I am basking in your light So tell me why then am I courting The nightmares of my life Lift me out of This world of darkness Tell me where the hell am I Sad news Crimson’s falling I can’t catch the heat It’s the madness I fear So walk with me alone ‘Cuz I don’t want the shadows near I don’t want the crimson falling here oh whoa yeah yeah There’s no peace There’s no glory There’s just useless alibis And I am crawling In my madness to the place Where the ghosts won’t die They won’t die
11.
Lightnin’ Train Wild thoughts on this lightnin’ train Maybe it’s passion Maybe it’s pain I know you’ve been on the wrong train I don’t care Just want my baby back Sure don’t seem like you been thinkin’ You don’t know how low you been sinkin’ Pity on your face Such a disgrace Ya gotta be, gotta be runnin’ Ya gotta be, gotta be runnin’ Ya gotta be, gotta be runnin’ And she ain’t on your side Like it or not, I’m in your blood Hmm, baby you’re dammin’ up the flood Leavin’ me here on this midnight ride Pitiful you Ya gotta run and hide Sure don’t seem like you been thinkin’ You don’t know how low you been sinkin’ Pity on your face Such a disgrace Ya gotta be, gotta be runnin’ Ya gotta be, gotta be runnin’ Ya gotta be, gotta be runnin’ And she ain’t on your side She ain’t on your side She’s a cold sister In a silent rage A sultry temptress in a gilded cage Ain’t no love here Ain’t no way She’s your mistress But you’re her prey Ya gotta be, gotta be runnin’ Ya gotta be, gotta be runnin’ Ya gotta be, gotta be runnin’ She ain’t on your side Oo oo yeah Hmm hmm ohhh I, I know, I, I know, I-i know yeah, I know You’re trippin’ on the tracks You’re a lightnin’ train You’re slippin’ on those tracks You’re a lightinin’ train You’re runnin’ Mm, yeah, you’re runnin’, you’re runnin’ Yeah, yeah, you’re runnin’ Baby, you’re runnin’ On the lightnin’ train Oo, trip Slip Oh yeah On the tracks Trippin’ on the tracks, whoa yeah Runnin’ scared now Yeah, you’re runnin’, slippin’...

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Betty A Marvel chats with Wendy about Beauty Queen.

How would you describe your musical style?

Blues-Jazz-Americana with a soulful bend. Maybe I should call it Alternative Americana.

Who are your influences?

Louis Armstrong, King Oliver, Bix Beiderbecke, Cannonball Adderley, Bing Crosby, Dean Martin, Ella Fitzgerald, and Billie Holiday. Bob Dylan, Aretha Franklin, Richie Havens, Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young, The Moody Blues, Quick Silver Messenger, Joni Mitchell, Bonnie Raitt, Chaka Kahn, Linda Ronstadt, Maria Muldaur, Patti Cathcart, and then some...

Were you always musically inclined?

I have been a musician since childhood. I can’t remember not singing, or thinking about music and singing.

Do you remember writing your first song?

Yes, I think I was 10 years old. I put a melody to a poem that I found in a book. The poem was about prejudice; I can’t remember the name of it. It was about a young girl around my same age who was black. The first and last line of the poem was “I wonder why some people don’t like me.” I remember feeling so sad about the little girl. The feeling was so intense. I remember singing it in class and crying.

Is songwriting a daily activity?

No. my songs come to me in bunches and sometimes there are weeks that I do not write. I figure that songs are germinating during the times I am not writing.

How long does it take you to write a song?

Sometimes it takes an hour, sometimes it takes years. I have song ideas that have hung out for years before I can put them into a full song.

Do you write the melody or lyrics first?

Typically, I write lyrics first. There are times when the hook come with the melody and the lyrics at once.

Do you spend more time on melodies or lyrics?

I don’t know what I spend more time on -- I really don’t.

What was the inspiration behind "Beauty Queen"? Is there an overall theme?

Liberation! I wanted to make sure to be true to who I was and not create something for the Hollywood pop machine of that time (2000).

How did your collaboration with Hershel Yatovitz come about?

I met Hershel the summer after I graduated from college. I auditioned for a Top 40 band that he was in and I got the job.

Did the two of you actually work in the same physical space while writing?

We did not write in the same space. I typically wrote the song and sang it into a recorder; he would then arrange it. There are two songs that I could not figure out a melody for on “Beauty Queen”: “Cover the Moon” and “Beauty Queen.” I wrote “Cover the Moon” as I was traveling in northern California. I was driving and had to pull off the road to write it. It just came out; almost all at once. I had a hard time coming up with the melody -- we both did. Then Hershel came up with a beautiful chord progression and some great melodic ideas. He arranged the song and we both created the melody as we recorded it.

“Beauty Queen” had a similar process. I wrote the lyrics and couldn’t come up with a melody. I remember Hershel was sick in bed for about two days when he woke up one afternoon and said, “I’ve got it! I know what to do!” A few days later he went into the studio and laid down the rhythm tracks to the song and we made up the melody together while recording. We often made up, or changed, the melodies to most of the songs during the recording process.

When you look back on "Beauty Queen," how do you feel?

I still really enjoy the CD. I think that it was a wonderful collaboration. I am really proud of it!

Do you have a favorite song on the album?

I really don’t. I like every song on that album.

What's the most fun song to play live?
That’s easy, “Beauty Queen”!

What are you working on now?

I am working on promoting my music, getting gigs, my guitar chops, teaching voice lessons, and I am about to start writing again!

What's the best piece of advice you've ever received?

Don’t freak out when you are blocked, just do other creative things and try not to worry; consider that your songs are germinating.

What's your typical day look like?

Up at 6:45 am. Exercise. Start practicing by 9:30 or 10:00 am. Practice until 1:00-ish. Soon I will be adding writing in after the practice time. I use the afternoon and eve to do music biz and to teach. The days are really full and they are getting busier!

Do you ever get blocked? How do you get unblocked?

Yes, I do get blocked. I try not to worry about it and come back to it the next day. I also just write everything out stream-of-conscious style. Oftentimes I can gather my words that way. If I can’t I walk away and do other creative things that I like to do: Paint, sing, cook, garden. Sometimes there is nothing to be done and I am mopey and depressed for a while (What are ya gonna do?!).

credits

released January 9, 2000

Wendy Waller: vocals
Tony Stead: Hammond organ
Bryant Mills: drums
Ronny Crawford: drums
Hershel Yatovitz: guitars, basses, background vocals, noises, drums, organ
Produced by Hershel Yatovitz
All songs written by Wendy Waller and Hershel Yatovitz

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